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Forget tomorrow, I just wanna jump.
This photo isn’t at all what I had in mind. It was a happy accident that came out from the actual photo not coming out how I wanted.
If there is one thing that you should know off my huge lists of things that I hate, it’s that I hate swimming. I go to beaches and lakes, but I only go out about waist in because deep water terrifies me.
What terrifies me more than just swimming in that deep water, is the thought of jumping in to it.
I just can’t do it. Jumping from heights terrifies me, especially when I know I’m going to land in a bottomless pit of water where we don’t really know what’s all down there. Somehow, I’ve freaked myself out so bad that I’ve actually gotten scared of swimming in pools.
But this is the summer for change. I start my senior year of college in the fall and I have no idea what I’m doing with my life after because I’ve been to afraid to take the actual risks that I need to. I’ve been so worried about what comes next that I haven’t been living free like I’ve always wanted.
So this is my new stream. I’ll end up reposting some old work on here, but for the most part I want this to be all new and focused on the present and the future.
So I jumped. I was terrified, I only jumped into a 5ft deep pool (but can I note that i am only 5’2, so as far as I’m concerned, it’s deep), and I ended up getting hurt. But I jumped.
From now on, this is the summer for me to ‘forget my problems and let them go.’
This is the summer to jump.
(inspiration from the song: “Jump” —Simple Plan)
stay tuned for some uploads of projects I’ve been working on in my absence on my last stream.
So that’s it. That’s my absence. I’ve been working on life and working on new things. I hope they all turn out the way I plan them to, but I know they won’t always and this picture is a bit of a reminder of that. And it’s a reminder that it will still turn out okay. So here’s to a (hopefully) better future and more opportunities to jump.



